all good things are never forever
I have to give my contract decision 2day-it's deadline day.It feels sad.
I know I have already decided not to stay.
But making a commitment to that choice feels so final.
You know its the hardest thing-deciding to do something that you don't have to...deciding to move against the tide and not settle with what you have -'not going with the flow' ..doing what you don’t have to do.
....So far life has been on a track...all planned out....primary school, secondary school, crossroads then university.....bigger crossroads.....Japan......even bigger crossroads........and then????
Of course as you grow decisions tend to be more 'life-changing' don’t they?
Imagine marriage? deciding to spend you LIFE with one person--it's not scribbling in pencil crayon but writing sentences in permanent ink -on the lines!
Can't believe I will be 25 this year.
I remember an adult excitedly reminding me that I will be 'in double-figures' just before my tenth birthday.
I remember imagining life far across the horizon, with 18 sounding 'OLD'
But, what I've learned about life so far teaches me to make the best of opportunities now and then to let go, recover and positively welcome the next step around the corner...hence, spending more time giving your all to so many more adventures...in theory...
Of course life is far from black and white.
Emotions prove that …I don’t want to say good bye to Japan and everything it has given me
Lastly I also know that life is not about following ‘rules’.
For there are non.
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